This is going to be a general rant about statistics, research and the workplace conditions for teachers.

I hear a lot of people (mostly those controlling the money or not working as a teacher) referring to research that indicates that class size doesn’t affect results significantly. For me, this is a great example of empty statistics and research removed from reality. Here’s what I believe:

- A good teacher with a big class is better than a bad teacher with a small class
- Class size standards differ greatly based on local culture and this is not always taken into account. Yes, in Japan they have far larger classes than in Sweden, but the students have a completely different attitude to school and learning there so it is ridiculous to make the comparison on number of students alone. This sort of cultural difference in attitudes towards academics even varies within a country. Just look in Sweden at the difference in student attitudes in a country side school compared to a school in a serious university city (I would say this is difference is even bigger for math than other subjects).
- If you are only looking at average results on standardized test scores then you may miss lot of real differences

And here is what I know: I am personally a better teacher with a small class compared to a bigger one. People who have not taught have trouble understanding the energy it takes to simple *stand* in front of a class of 30 junior high students. Even if you are doing nothing but talking, there is this invisible energy interaction between you as teacher and the students, and it is exhausting. The difference between 30 and 20 students just on the simple psychological and physical toll it takes on a teacher is hard to accurately put into words, but it is huge.

With fewer students I have more time, energy and ability to get to know every single student personally. I have a much greater chance of learning their strengths and weaknesses on a real and deeper level and am much better able to find the appropriate way to challenge and reach them personally. Not just help them raise the average standardized test score, but help them gain a deeper understanding and (more importantly) a greater appreciation for math.

Standardized scores do not measure student motivation, interest and happiness.

With fewer students I can have more frequent graded assignments without killing myself. This helps get a much more detailed pictures of where potential problems lie and allows a lot more opportunity to help correct misconceptions. Constant formative evaluation is really helpful for both teaching, but also for learning. Even the students need to “test themselves” constantly to see what they really can do and not just what they think they can do. It is very hard for students at that age to develop an accurate understanding of their command of mathematics without a controlled testing environment. Doing this frequently also makes it not so stressful for the students, since they are no longer “tests” but “diagnostic assessments”. This is not possible with too many students without killing yourself as a teacher (been there, done that).

With fewer students I can plan more fun group activities. It is much easier to have classroom discussion with more students participating.

With fewer students I have more energy in general. I am less exhausted and less burned out after smaller classes. I can do more. Standardized test scores do not show the toll taken on teachers physically or mentally when they burn themselves out with big classes. The extra energy I have from smaller classes translates into more motivation on my part and more creativity and better ideas.

And back to where I started – I am just a better teacher with fewer students.

Now on to planning time. This is the invisible part of our job that many who don’t teach don’t see or understand. The myth that once we have taught a topic we never have to prepare again. For bad teachers maybe, but not for those I know.

Each group of students I teach is different, which different needs and interests. I have to constantly adapt my teaching to each individual group. But more than that, I always try and evaluate every lesson – not just every topic, but every lesson. How could I have explained that better? Can I find a way to make that more clear? What were the problem and misunderstandings this time? And fixing that and creating lessons takes a lot of planning, over and over again. Refining and improving. Trying to always grow and develop as a teacher.

But this time is not recognized or given. We teach too many students and have to waste time with things like being a *rastvakt* (walking around the halls telling students to behave), or at our school being forced to sub for other teachers when they are sick for free during the little time we have to try and plan.

Ideally, I should be able to teach each group of students for more hours per week in math, but have far fewer groups to teach. This would make a huge difference in what I could do, who I could help, and how I would feel as a teacher emotionally.

Okay, end of rant.